Category: Random

I saw you there again
in this night grim and gentle
You guide me through your courts
of jesters and fears
Supplication before your throne
to gaze upon your face
It is not enough
or it is too much
This palace suffocates inside your beauty
as part of silent castles crumble

Sometimes it’s distance or worse.
And I don’t know how to make that better.
Sometimes we could stick together;
One time sick together.
But all those things
That you don’t know
They know you.

I was broke.
Fearless.
With nothing to lose.
And my dream, more than anything…
Was to be anyone else.

–Sydney Prosser

You held my hand once.
Forever through the everything.
The warm vacuum of white light.
The infinite empty content.
All the time I saw all the space I feel.

Pretending things like I can “really” read palms so I can hold pretty girls’ hands at parties, whispering my drunk obsessions of loneliness and love to them.

— Bob Vessels

Silver screen
Nicotine

• Social anxiety
• Panic disorder
• Body dysmorphia
• Agoraphobia
• Suicidal ideation
• Borderline personality disorder
• Malingering